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ALL TIME LOW



I'm not very good at hiding things that have been bothering me, in fact, I'm more like an open book. Emotions are broadcasted across my face on a continual basis. Sometimes, it's not pretty. I've been up and down with the stresses of being a new mom while working full time and as hard as it is, I've been able to keep my head above water. Yesterday was the first time that I've ever felt like I was sinking. I'm not used to feeling so absolutely helpless to the way my life was stomping all over me. I've made such an effort to keep track of my time and put it to better use, yet still it's like I get slapped in the face by the fate that just happens to roll through. Maybe I'm being tested? One thing I know now, is that I am aware of my limits. My breaking points. Last night, I reached an all time low. Today, I stand taller. It can only go up from here.

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